Track Listings: 1) Number One Sex - R. Kelly ft. Keri Hilson 2) What You Need - The Weeknd 3) Dance in the Mirror - Bruno Mars 4) Lotus Flower Bomb - Wale ft. Miguel 5) Wetter - Twista 6) Wet the Bed - chris Brown 7) Lingerie - Jeff Bernat 8) Be My Vixen - Miguel 9) The Morning - The Weeknd 10) Read Your Mind - Avant 11) Neighbors Know My Name - Trey Songz 12) Trading Places - Usher 13) Skin - Rihanna 14) On Top - Trey Songz 15) The Zone - The Weeknd ft. Drake
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly” I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there’s no place else I could be, but here in your arms
Is it bad that I’m not content enough with life that I want more excitement ? I have so much to be thankful for and I’m truly blessed yet I want more. Is that considered greed? Or even selfishness ? I’m longing for something amazing to happen and yet I realize that just being able to wake up to…
I was going through this same predicament before Steubenville, actually, and since then have learned a couple things. Since then, I’ve made it a point to really open my eyes more to the graces of God that constantly surround us and constantly reveal themselves to us, but are too blinded and jaded by the hustle and bustle of our lives. Though we might feel like we see all the things we’re blessed with, I feel like we only focus on the most obvious things like material possessions, certain people that we love, or joyous occasions. It’s in all the little things that really get me MORE excited and more overwhelmed with joy than the big things, because there are SO MANY little things that surround us that it’s almost overwhelming, yet so BEAUTIFUL to realize.
The other means of alleviating this need for more, was to work with the cards that already have been dealt. I knew that there was so much more love that I had to offer to the people that are in my life currently and I knew that there is still so much work to be done on this path to Christ, so instead of searching for new outlets, I just upped the ante for everyone and everything that already exists in my life. LOVED HARDER, invested more in the friendships and relationships that already existed, prayed more, got more involved in ministry, just be MORE of an example of Christ’s love for us to everyone that I was already encountering.
Amazingness is already at your fingertips, it’s just now up to you to grasp it. If you truly believe that “the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand” then make your existing world that now. It’s up to you to up the ante and just intensify your own amazingness in every aspect of your life, especially your FAITH, because that is what will bring you your everlasting supply of happiness and joy, and enough excitement to last “to infinity and beyond”.
Sara, I know that you’ve made the Kingdom of Heaven here on Earth alive for so many people already, I only reply in this manner because I want you to have that same feeling of beauty on this Earth that you constantly bring to the people you come across. Adventure is out there, but it’s not as far away as you think…
Is it bad that I’m not content enough with life that I want more excitement ? I have so much to be thankful for and I’m truly blessed yet I want more. Is that considered greed? Or even selfishness ? I’m longing for something amazing to happen and yet I realize that just being able to wake up to the life I have everyday is incredible enough. So why do I fiend for something new & grand ? I know if its excitement I want it’s something I’m going to have to create myself, I’m just not so sure I know how to do that at the moment.
“Heal my heart and make it clean, Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me, Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause, As I go from nothing to Eternity”—Hosanna - Hillsong United (via sayyourpeace)