Got through the 1st three episodes, and I am in love ! Not gonna lie, it creeps me out and I’ll probably be dreaming about zombies for a while… But at the same time it totally helps me mentally prepare for a zombie apocalypse >:)) Happy Halloween !!
I started my period today… and I don’t think I have EVER been in a worse mood before, even when on my period . I am so angry and bitter and annoyed and frustrated and just UGHHHH . I’m SO PISSED OFF. Sorry if I’m a straight bitch to anyone this week, nothing personal.
I sit here with this open book and a pen, staring at the thirty pages I have left to mark. A few minutes pass, half an hour, two hours, three hours. Before I know it it’s nightfall. The tv and music play in the background of my mind yet all it is is white noise. My concentration is weak and wondering. Instead of words my pen draws meaningless pictures, doodles of what isn’t real. I can no longer bare the constant roaring of the tv and radio, so I turn the power off. Now, silence. The house feels empty. I hear the slow breathing of my dog sitting in my lap, her chest rising then falling. Now in the silence my mind stirs more than before. The thoughts begin to burry me, my head reeling. I start to think it was quieter with the tv and music on. I close my eyes and breath. Just breath. Why is this so difficult for me ? What makes this so dreadful? I’m running out of time and in the back of mind, I really don’t care.