A lot of people have been bugging me because people like to assume things they think is truth when all they know absolutely nothing. They think just because they know a little bit of something they assume they know everything. People seriously need to stop assuming because assuming can kill a…
If a person starts talking to you more, it doesn’t mean they necessarily like you. If they smile a little when they mention your name, they don’t necessarily have a thing for you either. Maybe if they held your hand, they won’t necessarily hold on forever. If they say they want to be with you, they might not feel the same after some time. If they say that they can’t live without you, oh gosh, that is such a lie. Being with somebody won’t complete you nor give you life; it can only complement what you already have.
So I’m constantly on Tumblr yet I never post anything ! anyways; This past week was definitely one intense roller coaster ! When I got my progress report card I had all As, even an A+ ! but I had one D+ -__- try and guess which class :p My mom flipped and didn’t even care about my other grades.
THEN I found out that I was cast in the next school play as.. MESSENGER ! hahaha I have one line, but thats one more line than I had before ! I’m actually pretty stoked haha see, there’s my mail ! ^^^^^
other than that friday was fun, Spent a little time with the girls then went Ice skating and to Downtown disney with some theater friends in a limo ! it was one of the most spontaneous nights of my life haha
Saturday was spent with my mom’s family aka my filipino side :) I have so many little cousins !! We celebrated my little cousin Kevin’s 3rd birthday at john’s incredible pizza, their food is bomb ! he looks like the little boy from up VVVV went to my Tita’s after and watched an old wedding video from ‘98 ! me and my Cousin michelle were flower girls, 3 years old hehe
Today was nice, stayed home and did chores&work. going to the 5 o’clock mass at St. Paul by myself now.
OH YEAH! by the way I’m running for Vice President !! vote for Sara Montoya ! haha alrighty !! talk to you all later ! happy sunday
This whole “spring forward” time change is really screwing me over -_- WHY do i procrastinate so much on weekends?? stupid homework ! I actually don’t mind going to school tomorrow, but I just don’t want to do this homework D:
I really miss my girls :/ I see you guys everyday and we hang out before school, nutrition, &lunch but i miss you guys ! I’m always so busy with theater, and Let It Be, and ccd, and bakersfield and everything that I feel like I never spend real time with you anymore :/
Yeah I absolutely love theater and I probably won’t be doing L.I.B. next year and ccd isn’t even that time consuming and I don’t go to Bako every weekend but I’ve spent enough ti,e away from you guys that its killing me ! And school is making me stress too :P Ahh
I hate that I’m stressing so much over one stupid subject. one stupid class that I am never going to have to deal with ever again in my life. I know I shouldn’t let it bother me and that I’m not the only one having trouble with it but for some reason that just doesn’t matter. I hate that its the only thing that genuinely makes me feel stupid and hopeless. I know I’m being mellow-dramatic about this, but I just hate it so much.
I hate that my mom gets so upset over it too. I hate that she makes me feel even worse for not doing well in the class and how when I’m upset she gets upset at me. Or how she acts like everything about it is my fault. and then she tries comforting me after she yells at me with food and candy. I don’t want that shit. I want you to tell me you’re proud of me for trying my best and coming to you for help instead of drowning in the stress. I want you to tell me you’re proud of me for even caring about it and that everything is going to be okay and that I shouldn’t worry so much. I don’t want you to get mad at me for being mad at “what I could have prevented”. I hate knowing I still have 3 more months of this crap.
three more months.. thats it, just three more moths. (three dreadfully long moths.) Three more months till long worry free days of nothingness & enjoyment. Please dear God give me the strength wisdom & knowledge to hold out till then.
Before you go to bed & cry yourself to sleep. Remember this: tomorrow is coming. Tomorrow should bring optimism. You never know what will await you when you open your eyes. Perhaps a new friend, a new lover, a new perspective… Maybe even a new song.
A - Available: i guess? B - Best Friend: My girls <3 D - Dad’s Name: Fred Joseph Montoya E - Easiest Person To Talk To: haha honestly, my dad :) F - Favorite Food: pizza ! G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: wormssss H - Hometown: Chino Hills, born&raised I - Instrument: my voice?? J - Job: Artist/Writer :) K - Kids: 2 boys and a girl ! L - Longest Car Ride: i think 9 hours M - Milk Flavor: chocolate ~yumm N - Number Of Siblings: 1 big loving brother haha O - One Wish: peace, love, and happiness P - Phobias: being alone. being kidnapped Q - Favorite Quote: “forgetting someone you once loved is like remembering someone you never knew” R -Reason To Smile: the one’s I love; My hopes&dreams S - Song You Last Heard: somewhere over the rainbow/ beautiful world-izzy T - Time You Woke Up: 6:00 am U - Unknown Fact About Me: I’d love to learn how to play the violin<3 V - Vegetable: corn? W - Worst Habits: procrastinating -__- X - X-Rays You’ve Had: wrist and back, oh and teeth ? Y - Your Favorite Pastime: baseball haha gotta love it Z - Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius!
“Because no matter how old you are, or what your responsibilities are, if you have love, real unconditional love, I think you can make it.”—Sam Bennett — Private Practice (via doublebagel) (via quote-book)