i want to do this too ! but I don’t go on everyday :/ and I’m like 8 days late haha so now I’m not sure if i should just start off on my own, or catch up to you guys ha oh well, i’ll figure it out another day ha
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie Day 03 — Your favorite television program Day 04 — Your favorite book Day 05 — Your favorite quote Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad Day 09 — A photo you took Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 13 — A fictional book Day 14 — A non-fictional book Day 15 — A fanfic Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly) Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.) Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 19 — A talent of yours Day 20 — A hobby of yours Day 21 — A recipe Day 22 — A website Day 23 — A YouTube video Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 25 — Your day, in great detail Day 26 — Your week, in great detail Day 27 — This month, in great detail Day 28 — This year, in great detail Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy
The past few months I’ve been a member of the West Side Story crew at CHHS, and it has been one of the most fun and amazing experiences of my life ! It definitely has its ups and downs but over all I’m happy to be a part of it. The atmosphere, the people, everything about being in theater is just so great !
At the start of the show the teachers and directors said that by the end of it all we’d be like family, and at first I didn’t believe it at all. I was 1 out of 4 freshman on a cast and crew of 100 and I didn’t think I’d get to know too many people in only a matter of 2 months. Now I can honestly say they were right ! Its gonna be so hard to part from the people I’ve met and grown to love. Opening night is tomorrow and ready or not, its gonna be great ! It has to be ! can’t wait for what’s to come :)
So lately I’ve been feeling like I’m just going through the motions. Just doing what I have to do over and over again. I find my mind drifting off a lot more than it should. I’m just tired of everything at the moment. mainly.. i miss my dad.
Its been 8 months since he passed away and i honestly think the ‘depression’ and ‘anger’ stage are just now hitting me. things seems a bit more dull these days and I haven’t been able to find the inspiration to do what I love anymore. Everything that reminds me of my dad has just been screaming out at me lately, not that he’s not already on my mind. I’m just momentarily confused with life. And mostly with God. I talk to him everyday and do my best to understand but I can remain content for only so long.
I get annoyed extremely easily now and grow irritated with the littlest things. most times all I want to do now is cuddle up with my teddy bear in bed and think of nothing. Just lay there for hours.
I hate how we run through life doing what ‘we’re suppose to’ and having to put things that don’t even please us before ourselves. I hate fear. more than anything in the world, I hate fear. I hate feeling like a coward. I hate the thought that anyone can be taken just like my dad so instantly and suddenly. I hate being terrified that I will never accomplish my dreams before I die. I am scared and sometimes I have no idea what I’m even scared of. I’m tired of pleasing others before myself. But thats how I am, and it bothers me. I’m just exhausted; physically, mentally, &emotionally. Just sick of things at the moment.